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Thursday, January 10, 2008
12:29 AM

... Life is just beautiful. But I didn't just fall in love with someone. I fell in love with just the greatest girl I've ever met. Hence, life isn't beautiful. Beautiful is an underrating word. What I feel now, with every breath I take, every move I make, every bond I break and every step I take is just a positively indescribeable feeling. Literally. This is my immaculate source of love and happiness. This is the girl I love with all my heart. This is Ying.

The 28th of October and the entire week from that day is etched in my memory, my heart and my life. That was our 1st week together and I shall remember it and the process in reaching it forever. I know I was never a brave guy and a complete noob in love who slowed down things and messed some things up at and before the beginning but I'm glad everything turned out the way they did because, oh, I love this girl so darn much...



Back then she was this girl with beautiful locks of long dark hair who I secretly liked. I admit being a total coward for not dishing out my feelings earlier. But the simple truth at that time was I liked her like I never liked any other girl before. She was a great companion who I would find hard to live without even before I spilled out those important three words and right now, I'm not gonna find it hard to live without my baby. The simple fact is, I just CANNOT live without her now that my dream of having her as my girl has blisfully came true.




Being the imperfect person I am, I know that sometimes I do and say things which are completely unnecessary that may have hurt you and make you feel like you just want to get away. Considering the way I may have acted at times, I don't blame you at all...
But dear, beneath my flaws, my love and every microscopic feeling for you is truer than the truest of any of Einstein's theories and I would never ever mean to even leave a even seemingly invisible dent on your heart. Hurting you hurts me too... And I apologise for everytime that happens. Unintentionally. Really... I love you so much and seeing you sad breaks me too. I want to be there to for you to ensure your happiness at every second but I sadly can't. My baby being happy and getting the proper treatment she deserves... That is all I want and will try to obtain with every possible effort I can perform for you ok dear?



I may be a piscean who may be labelled as being dreamy and having unrealistic thoughts and ambitions. Now that I have a girl to care for, my desire is simple. To provide her the best I can. Providing her with lots of love is an easy task for me actually. I don't mean to sound like what my baby would call "haolian" but it's a simple task because dear, I just love you so much with all my heart. What isn't so simple is always being there for her when she needs me, to lift her up in times of trouble and to guide her through the obstacles in life. I may not be able to provide that at all times but that is my simple wish. To be able to be there for you always and I hope that somewhere in the future, I can... For my baby... For the one I pour my fullest love onto, into, just to...






My baby loves teddy bears. My baby wants a teddy bear. I do not only want to be her one and only teddy bear, I want to be that teddy bear who she can hug and go to for comfort any time she wishes to. Give me one wish this very second and that would be my very wish. Give me another one and I would gladly give it to her. One more and I would wish that as long as we can share love and happiness to the extent that the pleasure in it cannot possibly reach a new level, I do not require anymore wishes.


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