Sunday, June 8, 2008
9:48 PM
dear,i love you...
i've never been happier since i have you,
i've never felt so safe with anyone else before(parents dun count in this situation),
i've never experience this deep feeling i have for u before,
i've never missed someone this much before.
i know i made u sad today..
i miss you so much i became moody and cranky.
and most of the time i dun even know what am i actually trying to do.
i'm sorry for it...
i didnt mean to ignore u or abandon u or chase u away..
i just felt that i'm a burden to you.. a very huge one actually.
and you didnt have to ask me if u can do this or do that..
u can just go ahead and do wat u want to do without consulting me everytime..
but i really do appreciate it that u tell me where u are and what u are doing all the time..
i dun wanna tie u down because we're together.
i wan u to be happy always,but doesnt seem like i'm doing a good job at all.
every single moment of everyday i think of you..
do you know that??
i really do go to bed everyday wishing you are by my side??
cradling me to sleep..
i yearn for a hug of yours so badly.
i look at our photos every day too.
thinking back about all those moments we spend together. good or bad.
thinking about how we grew so close it such a short time.

i love you my darling,my baby,my dearest,my daryl... really really love you so much!
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